Monday, July 2, 2012
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Selfish
Someone define it for me... I see selfish acts all the time. Do u hear me?
Look, I know the timing sucks, but I didn't control that... I was out of control.
It leaves me knowing where people are, ask someone 'how they are?' and mean it... Seriously mean it, have a desire to want to know to care or don't, it's your choice, does that define selfish?
Look, I know the timing sucks, but I didn't control that... I was out of control.
It leaves me knowing where people are, ask someone 'how they are?' and mean it... Seriously mean it, have a desire to want to know to care or don't, it's your choice, does that define selfish?
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
3345
Divers-playing catch turned amateur highlight reel
Building a deck wall and watching blow over in a storm the same day...
Sledding into the deck
Watching two disgusting dogs on the hill and their dietary choices
Christian and Leighton peeing on the hill at Josh's Grad Party...or was it mine??
Telling BJ that Grandma has not taken her medicine yet
Chx Tonight
Taco Dish
Homerun off the Roof, keepin and signing the ball
The time Dad had to build a spear to remove that ball from the drain pipe at the end of the road
City Water jump shots
Hot Tub Snow Hot Tub
Oakley walking for the first time
Building a deck wall and watching blow over in a storm the same day...
Sledding into the deck
Watching two disgusting dogs on the hill and their dietary choices
Christian and Leighton peeing on the hill at Josh's Grad Party...or was it mine??
Telling BJ that Grandma has not taken her medicine yet
Chx Tonight
Taco Dish
Homerun off the Roof, keepin and signing the ball
The time Dad had to build a spear to remove that ball from the drain pipe at the end of the road
City Water jump shots
Hot Tub Snow Hot Tub
Oakley walking for the first time
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Oak and Cal
I'm sitting in a small biz payroll meeting, I'm thinking about you guys... I can't wait to watch u guys play baseball, football and learn to Love Christ. Thank you for everything you have given me
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Boom
25. I am obsessed with John Mayer
24. I have an intense fear of drowning
23. I actually try to hand things to Oak in his left hand, hoping that he will be left-handed
22. I will sob like a small child when the Twins win the World Series
21. Someday I will play guitar like i have been for years
20. I really like the Kansas City Royals, not my favorite team but they have my respect
19. When I hit a homerun in softball, even a solo, i feel like a professional athlete
18. I would rather watch Twins-Royals Sunday afternoon in May over any NBA basketball game
17. Sid Hartman was once my hero
16. A Paul Allen touchdown call makes the hair on my neck stand up
15. When Amber wears the perfume she had when we first met, i lose it
14. I can name the starting offensive line for the 1998 Minnesota Vikings
13. i used to tell my brother i could put him in the TV with the remote, he believed me until he was 10
12. One time i farted in an Altoid Container, that was random
11. In backyard baseball, first base was a raspberry bush. We always hit singles.
10. Remember ghosties? Ghostie on Second, priceless
9. I walked around a lake with my cousin once, we started at like 6am because we thought it would take all day, we were home by 10am...
8. The Cheetah was my favorite animal when i was little because it had spots, i have freckles
7. I have seen every episode of the 'OC'
6. I would rather spend July 4th at West Graham Lake than any Ocean
5. I have well over a 100 'juan gonazalez' baseball cards
4. Before softball games in September i would hold Oakley so tight to my shirt so that i could smell him during the game
3. I hit 5 dome dogs in less than 3 innings of a normally paced Twins Game
2. I threw up all over the inside of my car 2 years ago with a plastic bag in the back seat
1. One time i was driving alone and i pulled into the car pool lane at 4:30pm on a Thursday with a cop behind me...
24. I have an intense fear of drowning
23. I actually try to hand things to Oak in his left hand, hoping that he will be left-handed
22. I will sob like a small child when the Twins win the World Series
21. Someday I will play guitar like i have been for years
20. I really like the Kansas City Royals, not my favorite team but they have my respect
19. When I hit a homerun in softball, even a solo, i feel like a professional athlete
18. I would rather watch Twins-Royals Sunday afternoon in May over any NBA basketball game
17. Sid Hartman was once my hero
16. A Paul Allen touchdown call makes the hair on my neck stand up
15. When Amber wears the perfume she had when we first met, i lose it
14. I can name the starting offensive line for the 1998 Minnesota Vikings
13. i used to tell my brother i could put him in the TV with the remote, he believed me until he was 10
12. One time i farted in an Altoid Container, that was random
11. In backyard baseball, first base was a raspberry bush. We always hit singles.
10. Remember ghosties? Ghostie on Second, priceless
9. I walked around a lake with my cousin once, we started at like 6am because we thought it would take all day, we were home by 10am...
8. The Cheetah was my favorite animal when i was little because it had spots, i have freckles
7. I have seen every episode of the 'OC'
6. I would rather spend July 4th at West Graham Lake than any Ocean
5. I have well over a 100 'juan gonazalez' baseball cards
4. Before softball games in September i would hold Oakley so tight to my shirt so that i could smell him during the game
3. I hit 5 dome dogs in less than 3 innings of a normally paced Twins Game
2. I threw up all over the inside of my car 2 years ago with a plastic bag in the back seat
1. One time i was driving alone and i pulled into the car pool lane at 4:30pm on a Thursday with a cop behind me...
Oak Cal Amber
Oakley just went through is first jealous weekend. Callahan's birthday, poor kids both of them had a tough time. Oak struggled with jealousy by not allowing Cal to open a gift on his own and Cal craved isolation.
It did make me want to Apologize to Josh because i know that i was Oakley in 1989. It did make me treasure there ages though. Not just their current ages but how many years apart they are. Oakley will guide Cal and Cal will be pushed to be a better man by Oak. They will fiercely compete with each other and strive for their own excellence. I would like to see Cal as a sophomore playing in the same infield as his big brother. Oakley hitting his brother in stride running a TE slant...
Oak continues to challenge me to better for his Mom and his brother. He motivates me to keep up with his personality, character and DRIVE. I value his energy.
Florida will be here soon... i walked through 3345 yesterday. I felt like a giant, the cupboard above the microwave used to be so far away, now i can almost see the tops of the boxes inside. I am going to miss the closeness, the convenience and it sucks because it wont hit me until a super cold day in January as i am suffering through another crazy sales month. And all i will need at that time is to get into the CRV and take it to the Maxx.
thanks
It did make me want to Apologize to Josh because i know that i was Oakley in 1989. It did make me treasure there ages though. Not just their current ages but how many years apart they are. Oakley will guide Cal and Cal will be pushed to be a better man by Oak. They will fiercely compete with each other and strive for their own excellence. I would like to see Cal as a sophomore playing in the same infield as his big brother. Oakley hitting his brother in stride running a TE slant...
Oak continues to challenge me to better for his Mom and his brother. He motivates me to keep up with his personality, character and DRIVE. I value his energy.
Florida will be here soon... i walked through 3345 yesterday. I felt like a giant, the cupboard above the microwave used to be so far away, now i can almost see the tops of the boxes inside. I am going to miss the closeness, the convenience and it sucks because it wont hit me until a super cold day in January as i am suffering through another crazy sales month. And all i will need at that time is to get into the CRV and take it to the Maxx.
thanks
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Open letter
Just my take - nothing more - not the answer
Every Sunday when I go to Church I lift my heart and worship and praise God. Grandmas floats into my head. Nothing triggers it, she just shows up. This letter comes from guidance
This whole situation seems like a blur to me and all of you. Remember when we would arrive for Christmas to a house packed with people not STUFF, that house was crushed with LOVE. So much so you touch it, feel it and breathe it in. Remember the scene
It has been 1365 days, just a number but I can feel every day in that number
Each night I tuck Oak into bed he wraps up in a quilt from her, from my childhood. I can feel her presence in those moments.
In those 1365... Oak and Cal have walked me through life with joy
Adriane has become a woman of grace and wisdom beyond her years
Josh has built a life a future
Kamaria has played a thousand more SkipBo games against hundreds of new opponents
Paige has found the love of her life
Kent has served his country
Khloe never got what she deserved
I know it's a lot, but how do we bring back some of those times, she was the common denominator for all of us as grand kids, she connected us and let's all stay connected somehow
Bring back the 4th
Let's fill a room with LOVE again
Merry Christmas
Love always
Every Sunday when I go to Church I lift my heart and worship and praise God. Grandmas floats into my head. Nothing triggers it, she just shows up. This letter comes from guidance
This whole situation seems like a blur to me and all of you. Remember when we would arrive for Christmas to a house packed with people not STUFF, that house was crushed with LOVE. So much so you touch it, feel it and breathe it in. Remember the scene
It has been 1365 days, just a number but I can feel every day in that number
Each night I tuck Oak into bed he wraps up in a quilt from her, from my childhood. I can feel her presence in those moments.
In those 1365... Oak and Cal have walked me through life with joy
Adriane has become a woman of grace and wisdom beyond her years
Josh has built a life a future
Kamaria has played a thousand more SkipBo games against hundreds of new opponents
Paige has found the love of her life
Kent has served his country
Khloe never got what she deserved
I know it's a lot, but how do we bring back some of those times, she was the common denominator for all of us as grand kids, she connected us and let's all stay connected somehow
Bring back the 4th
Let's fill a room with LOVE again
Merry Christmas
Love always
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