Listen Upwards

Lately I have been Father more than I ever have. Amber has been working a lot more and having a lot of cool opportunities. She doesn't know that these opportunities are opportunities for me as well. To see them need me more, come to me first. Cal doesn't call me Mommy anymore. Oak can't schmooze me anymore.

Recently I was going to change my job. Make a move, it thought it was all I needed. I prayed about it a little.

It fell through...

But I wasn't crushed. Without these opportunities recently as I have gone through this chase for a new role, I have connected to the boys more. It's my one learning. Without this time... I don't see them like I need too.
Cal looks at me differently, dependent
Oak talks to me like he knows me

My job now allows me to make them happy, overjoyed and feeling needed.

Why would I change that??

I didn't pray enough... Probably but I listened and heard Him

My success measures are found in their smiles.

As I write this I just watches Oakley teach Callahan how to climb to the top of the slide at the Park... Encouraging with every step, show him how and wait for him to reach the bottom.

Anything else I need to prove?

Nah. Give me The Lord