Thursday, November 19, 2009

Home Owner

Is there anything wrong with life goals? 25, homeowner... 30, Audi... but my goals are they skewed? If i practice my faith and turn to Him what do these matter. Why do the glories that come from telling someone, knowing that somebody knows or showing something fade so quickly. Remember when you got a new bike, those new jeans, that first car, a diploma. When was the last time you said check out my degree... but that day in May seemed so full of accomplishment. If only you could run from the FALL and every step, accomplishment would be to HIM. But how will I constantly glorify? Does He know this is a process? or expect it?

So Oak is growing into my best friend quickly, Amber is amazing but he is US. In parenting you only want the best of you to be passed on and the worst of you to never be witnessed by your child. Cannot control that, at the very least he knows all of you. He is the one person I cant hide from, he will know how i process things... Oak will be better than i was, stronger than i was, know more than i do, i know that; but i also need to know that i am responsible for that as well.

I am worried about the new J.Mayer album, trying but not finding that song... yikes


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